CHEW CHEW,

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y !!!

after a freaking long 8 days trip,
i'm back in SINGAPORE!!!
although i dont eat lamb/mutton,
i dont like turkish delights,
i have got enough of them.
so much for apple tea n kebabs n briyani.

so not going to touch any of them for this period
(did i mention i bought 3 boxes of apple tea back?!?!,
AND 2 boxes of turkish delights?!?!?!)
okays, its enough.

istanbul is quite a pretty place,
very rich in culture.
but i dont quite like the people there, esp the men.
so cheeky n desperate for girls like tt.
when we walked passed them,
nonsenses start coming in....
- "ohh.... nice pretty legs" *with a damn cheeky face
(directed at one fss who wore denim skirt n opaque stockings)
- "excuse miss, come in and take a look" *we just walked away* and he said:"come back! dont break my heart"
- "hey miss, come in n take a look" *as usual, we ignore* and he said: "pretty ladies, i love you"

and theres this guy who want to take individual shots with us,
and its my turn....
he put his hands on my shoulder,
and he said: "hug me hug me!"
my eyes almost rolled out.

one of the nights there,
while me n sarah were walking back hotel,
one fat turkish guy just popped out from the back,
and put his hands on ur shoulders.
mind you, its a pathway outside a damn ulu park
might be near our hotel, but still dont feel safe.
i was so SO shocked! & i gave a screammmm straight away.
after screaming, i ran abit.
LOL its damn drama also la.
i think i gave the guy a shock too.

quite trumatised,
grabbed sarah's arm, and we brisk walked back to hotel asap.
its damn scary!
so... in outstn, always have a guy ard at night.

nice place,
but quite a dangerous place i heard.
handful of cases where crew were mugged there
and there are many consters around.

nice set of crew tho :)))

photos will be uploaded soon, i hope.

its finally my first time to dubai,
wanted to go "Altantis",
an underwater and water themed park.
heard that its pretty happening there,
but as its pretty far from hotel,
and due to the timing and transportation issues,
we decided to give it a miss this time.

and we went ahead to the newest mall,
"Dubai Mall".
newest but i heard "Mall of Emirates" still bigger.
Theres an indoor aquarium and ice ring inside the mall itself.
cool right!
BUT....
90% of the shops there are still "opening soon".
all the shoppable shops are "opening soon" okay!
even H&M!
we almost died of boredom there.
but i supposed by the next dubai trip, which i foresee in a few months time,
the mall will be fully ready.

went to tiffany&co just now,
as one of my colleague is getting her wedding band.
super envy lo.
i want to look for my own wedding band too!
"Will you still want to marry me????"
damn pathetic, i have to propose myself.

the weather at dubai is pretty good now.
its their start of winter.
i didnt know dubai got 4 seasons until candie told me.
its just abit more windy than Singapore lo.
but the summer here is NO joke.

its a pity that my lss and i didnt go for the desert safari tour.
cos all of them went before alrdy,
so we thought no one want to go.
she didnt know im interested,
and i didnt know she wanted to go.
owells, next trip then.
but pity leh, the weather so nice for desert tour.
at least i wont faint of heat stroke u see.










i'm still thinking about r.i.n.g.s...................
is it still possible???

i confess that i did wonder if u are the one for me,
if this is really THE relationship that i will hold on to for life,
& whether you are really the best boyfriend for me.
but sometimes i do ponder back,
am i really the best girlfriend for you?

however, i really do think that its fate that brought us together;
as there are so many coincidences that happens between us.
we have been through so much thick and thin all these years,
and i see no reason why we should end it in the waste.
a long relationship is really hard to come by,
and not forgetting that a long relationship is hard to maintain too.

when a relationship remains too stagnant,
feelings and thoughts start to sway.
but everytime i see you,
you brought my heart back into a whole.

there are times when u give me all sort of attitude,
tantrums & "thunder storm".
but when i need a shelter with love and concern,
you will always be there for me.

that day when u said that,
my heart almost break.
i used to think that maybe it happened,
both of us might be happier.
but NO!
I AM NOT HAPPY.
and it makes me realised even more,
this cannot happen.

i cant bear the thought of you hugging another girl,
kissing or even making love to her.
the images of it just make want to kill the whoever girl.

i dont know if its dependence or what.
but without you,
my heart is never a whole.

maybe god gave us this 8 days to cool down
and think it over.
but no matter where am i;
dubai or istanbul,
i am bringing part of you along with me.
and part of me is staying with you in singapore.

donkey with me,
and giraffe with you,
i'm sure theres still hope for us two.

who is...
terribly in love.
i laugh, & cry like anyone else.
all i wish for is a fairy tale...