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Pamela
Pamela Wong. 250988 . Lil' Libran . Ex-NYPian & BoonLayian .
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Tuesday, December 2, 2008
i confess that i did wonder if u are the one for me,if this is really THE relationship that i will hold on to for life, & whether you are really the best boyfriend for me. but sometimes i do ponder back, am i really the best girlfriend for you? however, i really do think that its fate that brought us together; as there are so many coincidences that happens between us. we have been through so much thick and thin all these years, and i see no reason why we should end it in the waste. a long relationship is really hard to come by, and not forgetting that a long relationship is hard to maintain too. when a relationship remains too stagnant, feelings and thoughts start to sway. but everytime i see you, you brought my heart back into a whole. there are times when u give me all sort of attitude, tantrums & "thunder storm". but when i need a shelter with love and concern, you will always be there for me. that day when u said that, my heart almost break. i used to think that maybe it happened, both of us might be happier. but NO! I AM NOT HAPPY. and it makes me realised even more, this cannot happen. i cant bear the thought of you hugging another girl, kissing or even making love to her. the images of it just make want to kill the whoever girl. i dont know if its dependence or what. but without you, my heart is never a whole. maybe god gave us this 8 days to cool down and think it over. but no matter where am i; dubai or istanbul, i am bringing part of you along with me. and part of me is staying with you in singapore. donkey with me, and giraffe with you, i'm sure theres still hope for us two. |
